"Beam-ectomy should precede all mote micro-surgery. Just saying." Ginger Conrad paraphrasing Jesus Christ.

Paradigm Shift

“The list of health problems I think it would very hard to live with is SO much longer than the list of foods I previously thought I couldn’t live without,” Merrill Alley.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

a glorious time of light.

"And the light which shineth, which giveth you light, is through him who enlighteneth your eyes, which is the same light that quickeneth your understandings" Doctrine and Covenants 88:11

Do not doubt in darkness what God revealed in the light. This little catch phrase has great meaning for me. Since I believe in personal revelation, I need to hold onto the light. God will guides our paths and help us understand the way we should go if we let Him. As I sit here thousands of miles away from my family, I am questioning. What am I doing here?

My MIL is not doing well and will likely be gone before I get home. My DH is at her side. My DS is home, holding down the fort...feeling a little better this week. My other children are all over the place doing what families with young children do. I am alone at a beautiful ocean side resort.

I am here to reach others who question their revelation and resolve.

I am here to teach mothers to love their children, to love their husbands, to be keepers at home, to raise the bar in their homeschools, to improve the health of their families, and to improve the atmosphere of their homes.

I am here to fulfill a contract.

I am here, because God directed my path in a glorious time of light.

I am here and now pray that God will give me the strength to move forward and do His will.

1 comment:

  1. Ginger,

    I really think you are needed here, right now. I always find the times that I felt directed to do something, and then it becomes really hard, and I get really discouraged or feel like things are falling apart, that is when something wonderful happens when I keep going and do whatever it is I need to do. I can understand if you never do something like this again, but for now, your post made me feel like you really are supposed to be here helping mothers and families. See you tonight!

    ReplyDelete

Reading the scriptures and keeping this journal are my delight. I do not keep an online journal to preach to anyone but myself. I like this format, because I can add pictures and correct my writing easier. If you enjoy reading it, I am happy. If you feel offended, please, realize it is not my intention to offend but to teach myself. No negative comments will not be published.