Thursday, October 27, 2011
compel
I had so many fantasies about my future at age 18, when I got married. While we do have several children, my cheaper by the dozen bunch didn't materialize. Death, heart ache, disease, miscarriage, injury, pain, rebellion, betrayal, and loneliness were unexpected companions. These caused me to reach out to Jesus in ways I never imagined possible nor ever wanted. However, I realize I am who I am because of my experiences and reactions to them. God told us we can choose to become humble or be compelled to be humble. I think I have lots of both sides of this coin.
'I used to pray He would take it all away, but instead it became a beautiful heartbreak.' The sacrifice He asks us to give is a broken heart and contrite spirit. I understand and rejoice in my afflictions and trials.
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Reading the scriptures and keeping this journal are my delight. I do not keep an online journal to preach to anyone but myself. I like this format, because I can add pictures and correct my writing easier. If you enjoy reading it, I am happy. If you feel offended, please, realize it is not my intention to offend but to teach myself. No negative comments will not be published.